Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
As of right now, everything sucks. It seems like when things start to ease up in life the cosmos dicide to send in a whirlwind to destroy everything. In the past two months i've lost my job, my apartment and now my b/f of two years. So now i'm back at my parents home, miles away from any friends, with nothing to do but stare at the walls at night and try not to break down. Everyone keeps telling me that things will be better in the future, but right now i'm just wondering how to get through the next day...
But then I stopped and thought about it. You're right, not about enjoying it, but that I was wallowing in it. It's a bad habit of mine, seeing everything in a bad light and becoming consumed by it.
Well, while there are still moments where I can't see straight because my eyes are tearing up so bad, I'm taking a new tatic now. I'm getting angry, angry at myself for getting into this mess. It helps. It lites a fire under my ass to go about trying to change things so I can get the hell out of this place and back to my life.
Thanks for the advice, both of you. I'm trying to take it day by day, moment by moment. Here's hoping my rage doesn't cool, cause things are gonna take awhile before they get better.