Hi there. I also struggle with suicidal thoughts but the only thing stopping me is how much my family loves me. They are so supportive and I feel like a burden to rhem but I know my death would destroy my families hearts. I can't stand hurting so many people I love. Keep reaching out. Keep talking. Seee a therapist or counselor. Call a crisis hotline. All of this helps me

Hi and welcome,

I struggle as well....I can only echo what Kisses has so aptly said....

Hang around and work on what brings you here...if things get really bad go to the ER.

HI and Welcome Damage.... I'm glad you're here.... DS is a great site and we have some wonderful folks on the BP board
I'm sorry you're struggling right now.... Please don't give in to the lies that the disorder can sometimes tell us.... There is stability to be found again.... This is a temporary problem don't take a permanent solution..... Big hug.....xo

I am trying but it's incredible hard

Hi DN, am so sorry life is very hard right now for you. I'm very glad you are reaching out for support. There are many here who have walked similar roads, you are not alone, and we are here to offer comfort and guidance the best we can....please reach out through posts, and if you fear yourself going beyond thinking in pain...Please CAll Your Doctor, or go to the emergency room...(((Hugs)))

Phone a distress line, if the urges get worse. And don't be afraid to go to the ER. We all struggle with this from time to time. I've been in a lot of physical pain lately, I was told today I need to reconstructive surgeries and 2 total knee replacements.

But, I am fighting the good fight, and not letting those kinds of thoughts overwhelm me. It takes a long time to learn. So don't give up! And do your journal? That got me through a lot of tough times. Prayers from me!

Ok thank you

Do you have a Therapist or Counselor that you go to? If so perhaps the conversation should focus on the Suicidal urges. There are many Suicide hotlines you can call and talked to someone who's trained to talk with you and help you cope easier.

I hope things calm down for you soon and you have much better day's ahead.

Kat

Yea I have a dr I see. I just seen him 2 days ago. I told him about it but then told him I was safe. Now not so sure

Welcome , glad you found DS and i hope you can enjoy the give and take all across the site. Perhaps you could call your DR/pdoc and tell him that suicidal ideation has returned and perhaps a med tweak might be in order. as everyone has said, call a crisis line or someone you can trust for support. keep posting here to let us know how you are getting on.

Might be going to hospital today. Trying to hang in there till tomorrow I have a appointment with the clinic registration tomorrow

Damagednight, how are you doing? Did you go into the hospital or are you still out here with us? Let us know your safe, okay?

Take care,
Kat

I did go to the hospital yesterday and they let me out today. Mood really improved overnight literally

Keep fighting!

Stay alive! Stay alive
Ah ah ah ah stay alive
stay alive

You're an important person. Look in the mirror, cuss yourself for not being on par then hug yourself knowing people care about you and want you alive and to find your peace within so you can express it outwardly! I care, anyways.

Sending good thoughts and huge hugs

Thank you