Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I\'m sitting with friends and I still feel totally lonely. It\'s like I\'ve already left here mentally. Moving out today was one of the hardest things I\'ve ever done and I am super unstable. Thankfully I see my pdoc in the morning and I can talk to her about maybe getting on an ad. I really feel like I need some extra help right now as I am not dealing with anything well. I wish I had better insurance and could do a partial hospitalization. I think I nned it right now.
I\'m really just holding on to the people that love me right now, but I don\'t want to burden any of them about how I feel. If it wouldn\'t hurt anyone I would just check out right now. I\'m so overwhelmed by all of these feelings and I can\'t stop them. I don\'t really have an outlet since my family just freaks out and is afraid because of my earlier suicide attempt and my I don\'t want to overwhel my friends.I just want to sleep forever. Sleeping is my only other alternative to dealing with this shit. Ugh. I can\'t even focus long enough to write. So frustrating.
I\'m really just holding on to the people that love me right now, but I don\'t want to burden any of them about how I feel. If it wouldn\'t hurt anyone I would just check out right now. I\'m so overwhelmed by all of these feelings and I can\'t stop them. I don\'t really have an outlet since my family just freaks out and is afraid because of my earlier suicide attempt and my I don\'t want to overwhel my friends.I just want to sleep forever. Sleeping is my only other alternative to dealing with this shit. Ugh. I can\'t even focus long enough to write. So frustrating.
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Not that any hospital can turn you away, but have you thought about going to a county hospital? They would take you in, no matter what your ability to pay is, as opposed to a private hospital.
ivybelle
My pdoc put me on wellbutrin today. I\'m kind of holding on to that as something that could really help. We\'ll see. Also my pdoc is looking into options for me for places to go closer to home. I am doing a little better today and have a bit more hope so I dunno.
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