im so very sorry you are feeling this way...i totally understand & have been there many times. All i can say is keep fighting, it WILL pass, might take a while but it will. Give your meds more time, to fully kick in.
You are not alone
HUGS
dee

I have also been there many times. Dee is right, you are not alone. Try to hang in there until the meds kick in. I hope you are better soon.

If it gets to be too bad go to the hospital. Hopefully your meds will kick in pretty soon and make you feel better soon.

Yes, work with your doc, and hospital is a good option.
Meanwhile, this is how I finally dealt with suicidal thoughts/urges: I finally realized that the thoughts/urges bothered me so much because I DIDN'T want to suicide. OK then, what did I want? I wanted to live, work through the pain and come to enjoy life the best that I could. Please keep working at it. You deserve to be happy.

I was having the same problem the past few weeks here. It got very bad and was such a struggle to deal with it. I got lucky that the one day where I would have done something was the day that I was so exhausted that I couldn't move and was unable to do anything. My pdoc increased my meds a few days ago and it seems to be helping lift it a little bit. It's not a miracle, but it is getting slightly better. It will get better and pass eventually. Hang in there. And if you don't see any improvement go back to your pdoc and tell him/her. They work for you, they need to find a way to help you. For now try keeping busy or distracted. Maybe watch a favorite movie or tv series. Sometimes that can be a way of getting out of your head or zoning out. I know I tried working on puzzles to keep me busy and help me get out of my mind. I also used art to try to self soothe, but that only really worked when I was calm. When it gets bothersome make sure you find someone to talk to. That is always helpful.

Thanks everyone for your concern and support. It's rough but I'll get through it.

I am so sorry you feel this way heretic. I agree about the hospital. It is a safe place and you should consider it. Truly hope things look up soon.

Sorry you feel this way.Give your meds. time to kick in & if things get really bad go to A & E or get in touch with your p.doc. I know when I've felt the same my support network has really helped me i.e. p.doc., therapist etc. I found playing on my x-box 360 games helped me have some escapism for a while.

I'm really sorry you're feeling so badly, heretic. If it gets bad, please seek help. A crisis line, an ER, something. I'm glad you're reaching out here. Feel better. (((Hugs)))

I just feel like I'm on the edge, not bad enough to go to the hospital, but bad enough to be worried about it. Thanks again for all your support.

I'm kinda in the same place myself, I just got out of the hospital so I will continue to try and push through there has been some good advice on here. Hope you feel better soon, (((hugs)))

I'm so sorry, heretic. Please hang in there, this is a temporary transition.