Well, I did it.  I actually made it out of the house for something that I didn't have to go do.  I made a commitment to go sailing with a friend.  The day came, and I did not want to go. I was so tired. I didn't even want to get out of bed.  But I did, cause I had committed.  I know that if I make a commitment to someone to go do something that does not know about my illness, I tend to more often than not to keep it.  I can't just tell them I'm having a bad day and leave it at that.  I mean I could, but then they probably wouldn't invite me to go do stuff after flaking out on them repeadetly.  And afterwards, it is usually a good thing I got out of the house.  Anyhow, for this weekend I did make it out sailing.  Attached a pic.  Windy, blue skies and the sun was out.  It was cold, but being out in the sun is a good thing when you're feeling depressed.  For me anyways.  So, just wanted to let you all know that I made it out of the house for what turned out to be a fun day.