i am just getting annoyedwith this new type of my symptoms it is just getting in my creativivy i feel like i am rolling on wavesso rapid but short seems better for me no chanceb fpr fullblown episodes
i hate this feeling and ido notwant to change meds because of the pnurse and her attitude more medswhen she does not know me icould reach fully psychotic episode a that would destroy everything i have accomplished these 5 years one pdoc told me about other meds that might work better but stressed that i should loo
k up all the side effects and decide so far none of them asre better than feeling mynormal moodswings
this just new and will probably disappear in a few months by itself most things do with my bipolar experiences
i amjust plain pissed of that thishappening and interfering with mylife buti can go on and just bite the bullet
feeling betterpast couple days have to think positive amworking some craft projects butthe ammountof things i make isslowbut it still gives me pleasure
13 years ago I lost my Mimi..you'd think with time it wouldn't feel like my heart is getting ripped out of my chest over and over again. I know my last counselor told me that I never learned how to grieve my first loss.. but damn. When will it get easier??? 20 years? 25? 30?! The thing is... I'm not sure I'll ever be ready to let that part go.im having a hard day I'm sorry guys...
I talk to my pdoc Wednesday. It's via a zoom video call. So remotely. Which is perfect for my situation.I'm going to tell her I'm anxious and fearful most of the time. I feel like a raw nerve. I'm going to see if she can perscibe me something that will calm me down. I'm depressed, but not very depressed. I'll never do anything rash. I just need to not take everything so seriously. I've never...