Well, BC Is usually really cheap, at least it is in the States. Perhaps you could find another brand for cheaper

I would never tell someone to stay on or go off their meds. Just remember a shit ton of bad things can happen while off meds. Remember to weigh out the pros and cons

Good Luck

No you don't, you need to find a more understanding man. You can't do the suicide thing the world needs different peolpe like us those who think outside thier box, find you. Find the thing that makes you happy, Art, books,science, whatever you need that grips your wonderful mind. Not drugs, booze or the beleif in unproven dieties, but beleif in you Kid and your abilities.
Have a hug from Grandad Sniffbat.

Hang in there, fairy. Sometimes, it seems like nothing comes easy. That is when you have to dig a little deeper, find a little more strength, and do what you gotta do.

They might not take the meds back. I know a pharmacy won't take them back after they leave the pharmacy. When you call the county, see if you can find someone there to help you out, advise you. Although ultimately, you have to advocate for yourself.

You are worth it.

i say
`fuck the disease that requires the meds'

Agreed Mojo,

I was over reacting. I feel better now. I called the insurance company, spoke to a nice man that commented how calm I was for a mistake like this being made. I never take anything out on the peon on the other end of the phone because I use to be that peon at a call center getting yelled at all day.

Anyway- Going to call the county office tomorrow like he said, get them to fixed the error and then going to call the doctor and tell him what has been going on and going to return the meds to the store for a full refund. (( I should of not got them today)) I got my card in the mail and was so excited to try lamictal and see if something finally worked! :(

so yea I am going to do that and tell the dr. I been off them for a month without any major upsets until today- at first I was fine with what happen, what trigger everything was how sad and angry the man got- which caused me to feel like I am a burden on my family.

I know, no one has the power to made me feel anything unless I allow them, but sometime that is so hard to do and control.

but yeah I will see if the dr will resend the prescription then or what needs to be done with that tomorrow.

Plus side of the day, was I had a great first day- I loved the people and the high go-go energy of the place and I got a large owl without pink glasses ring from hot topic and a metal head band with a rinestone skull on it for my reward for getting a job. Been forever since I got something for me. Now I kinda regret it with the 200 dollar expense, I only spend the 12 dollars cause I knew I could and still pay my bills, and get food. Hopefully it gets fix tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Thanks gina. You rock! Being off the meds for a month makes me feel like I dont need them. But I wanna be normal. So I need them. The last combo of pills made me worst- Hope this one works, whenever I can get them, once I take these back. I got 7 days to return them.

Love it! So true- I made had a mental break down working the same job that he had and said he could deal with for only 2 months. But I lasted in that job, through all the crying at my desk and my eye twitching for 8 months, for 2 years because my family needed the income and he was on unemployment. So ha, to him- u are exactly right. I don't want to say that cause I don't want a fight though. I am alittle glassish(like glass) right now.

There are programs you can get free medicine through. You have to have a low enough income. Look up these on google: "Connection to Care" and "Bridges to Access". Those are 2 different programs with a bunch of different mental medications. I'm telling you, its FREE. All you have to do is get your doctor to fax them a prescription. It's easy but first you have to send in an application which you can get through the mail from them or print it off their website. I get mine for free in the mail every 3 months. It's a 3 months supply. Don't give up!! :)

Okay- Just pulled them up and booked marked them if this first plan of action doesn't work. it should because they made a mistake. Thanks for the back up plan.

You're welcome :)

Hey F12, I've been in your shoes before. Some of those times were financially based and others were due to my own stupidity. I did have some success while not medicated, but those successes were always followed by HUGE disasters in my life. It's going to be your choice now and years into the future, but things that you do now will most definitely affect your future. Be cautious when making decisions which will affect your one and only life. I've thrown my hands into the air in defeat before, but then eventually I found ways out. This is the age of the WWW. to the max so carefully do your research and don't ever give up without a fight, not now not ever. Best wishes, F12.