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Well I just told my stepmother what I thought of her "antics" and bullshit so now she will probably NEVER talk to me again. I do not put up with mych bullshit and LIE TO ME and I will be the first one to call someone out on it!!!
I'm so upset right now I could spit nails.....but feel better in telling her in oh so many words that she lied and has put financial strain on me that I didn't fn need and don't know it I can get out of!!! You DO NOT tell me one thing and do another and think I am going to let is slide.....screw that!!
I don't care at this point if the relationship with her continues...I am not to forgiving when someone fucks with me and my families security. She brought out the mother bear in me.....Soooooo NOT good!!
The stress she has brought into my life is causing me ALOT of frustration, and upset, and to top it off I have a pdoc appt (with a new pdoc!) to go to this morning and if I don't pull it together within the hour they will be wanting me in the hospital....cannot stop crying...am enveloped in emotions right now and trying to get a grip here. My temper is getting the best of me.....but to tell ya the truth I have every damn right to be as pissed as I am right now.
Just looking for some support here and trying to calm down, I have exactly 45minutes to gather my fn wits about me here....sigh
I'm so upset right now I could spit nails.....but feel better in telling her in oh so many words that she lied and has put financial strain on me that I didn't fn need and don't know it I can get out of!!! You DO NOT tell me one thing and do another and think I am going to let is slide.....screw that!!
I don't care at this point if the relationship with her continues...I am not to forgiving when someone fucks with me and my families security. She brought out the mother bear in me.....Soooooo NOT good!!
The stress she has brought into my life is causing me ALOT of frustration, and upset, and to top it off I have a pdoc appt (with a new pdoc!) to go to this morning and if I don't pull it together within the hour they will be wanting me in the hospital....cannot stop crying...am enveloped in emotions right now and trying to get a grip here. My temper is getting the best of me.....but to tell ya the truth I have every damn right to be as pissed as I am right now.
Just looking for some support here and trying to calm down, I have exactly 45minutes to gather my fn wits about me here....sigh
(it's already nearly 1PM here)
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Susan
The new pdoc was awesome...an older "seasoned" pdoc who listened with an open mind and compassion as I answered her many questions......she's very concerned about he swelling in my feet, ankles and lower legs...and wants to find out why it's happening. She ordered a total blood work-up for me and I will have to fast beforehand and go tomorrow morning for that.
We spoke about Lithium, changing anti-anxiety meds...the works really! And we both came to settle on Geodon, this will be the second go round on this med for me, no third actually. It has the least amount of side effects for me out of ALLLL the AP's I have been on over the years.....except for the tardive's which she can counter with another med if it becomes very bothersome.
As far as the stepmother thing, I have spoke my peace for certain and I feel have gotten what point I wanted to make across...I feel good about what I did, I felt it had to be done and has been eating at me for some time so now I can let that go. I feel good about it which works for me!
Again thanks to all of you who came out to support me and have my back today......I hope you know I have all of yours too :-)
Been a very busy, emotional day for me....I'm tired not but still have therapy with my son to attend and then to the beauty shop for his haircut, school for him starts on Monday! I am feeling better though and just wanted to let ya all know how things turned out today :-)
oxox
Im glad you went to the doc.. let us know what happens with the swelling.. that concerns me xoxo