Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Felt Great to Hear!

meme88
meme88
So when I went to the p-doc and explan will everything (my frist assment) She said with the little support I have got..I keep on trying and thats good.(support being frum my school and famliy) my bf wasnt really inculed in my over all support cuz well he hasnt always been here. Now hes a hugh part she says hes a keeper..i think him buying coffee mite have helped :P but even when i told her that last tiff we had witch i thought she would think it was all him(i guess like my mum) She didnt! she understood what a trigger was and yes the fite triggerd sumthing but it wasnt why I broke down it was just the tigger!!..I hope that maybe she can help my mum atleast support me more..one min i feel she gets it next she dosent and hates well i feel like she hates me..but I know she just cant handle it or dosent understand..I have also learnt DONT TELL YOUR MUM YOUR REALTIONSHIP iusses she will always take your side and never see his..I swear I could kill and he could be tryin to stop me and i would still be rite! lol i guess thats a mum thing or just my over protective mum anyways I really really enjoy going costly yes but helpful! so much she wants to help me with so excited if i work hard i get better!!ish
meme88
meme88
Oh oh Ya! Also she wants to work on my over all confdents in myself..and how to probbly take out anger so when i do get mad I can explan myself cuz if i just talk rite after being pissed off the preson gets shit i really dont mean.. then thinking after damn i was a bitch.rite now i think for awhile befor talking get out what i really mean and..well the list gose on i think this will improve evereything! I think i also learnt im so scared of being contraled agin(even tho i have been with my bf for 3yrs and know hes not like that) Thats why I always seem to fight with him on stupid things(not nearly as much as we used to) that are like can you help clean up i know u dont stay here all week but it would be a real help..simple
she said another things that stands out. You contral yourself. I mean i cant see this going bad! my bf and i have a healthy realthionship so this should only make the little bumps esayer to get over. help my famliy help me! i have paryed for that forever! and just everything..do i have my hopes set to high?
deleted_user
deleted_user
I remember the days, I cut with my mouth. I have through the years learned to think about it, instead of speaking within the "brain cloud." I threw some major daggers back in the day and I was proud of my ability. if you wanted to die, just get into a verbal altercation with me, and I could slice and dice with my tongue alone. It definitely is the most powerful muscle we have in more ways than one. I think now. I stop wait for the flood of emotion to go and then speak. I still have a bit of adrenaline left so it allows me to speak fluently, but not so much that I go literally nuts on someone. I am trying to get to the happy point. I want to be able to communicate this way with everyone. I find myself retracting with others and not saying anything, just stewing. I have better constructive confrontation with my husband than anyone. He isn't always completely receptive, but that's on him. I try my best to stick with the facts and speak in love and righteous anger, not with emotional daggers.

Way to go! You are learning lessons it took me years to. Keep up the good work!
meme88
meme88
Yay! i feel like a kid learning lol well im 20 im a kid i still have alot to learn..but i feel ahead for my age in someways alot my friends dont get..maybe why i dont talk to most i dont get them anymore..drinking all nite stupid unhealthly realthionships and they arent bipolar it should be esayer to contral what they say.anyway thank you..im very much a vuable fiter and till i started dateing my bf i was proud now..wow i must have looked like i fool.LOL I try very much not to get mad and just flip on my bf or rents its not fair i dont make since if i do its not really what i feel and i keep on bring it up agin and agin like u didnt hear me the frist 100 times lol Shit i forgot to take my pill!! brb