anybody out there?

yeah. don't go out. be good dang it.

I hate being good.

go our and have some fun , no harm done

Masturbate. LOL.

Haha. Its not quite the same. Its getting the guys I crave. What I do with them a a bonus.

Yeah, I was afraid of that, but I thought it might be at least a small, "distraction", lol, but I could see how it wouldn't be enough.

I hear you. Have you talked to your pdoc? Or tdoc? That might help you find some perspective with this.

Take care!

I really need to. I'm actually not in therapy anymore. I need to go back but I don't know how to find a good psychologist.

Sounds like your in the middle of a manic ep. Have you called your pdoc to see if your meds can be tweaked or something else done?

I dont think she's in a manic episode at all.

In fact I'm sure she just wants to go get some action.

Is it wrong for a girl to want to meet guys? Nobody ever says "HEY YOU, GUY, ITS BAD FOR YOU TO TRY AND SLEEP WITH WOMEN!"

Whatever. Wear a condom.

I can remember the urge from years ago. I've since been married for 15yrs. I think I still get the urge, but it is satisfied now by getting a guy to turn his head. We all like to know we can still attract people.

To be honest, I never thought I would be able to be married because of the urge of seduction. When I dated, I would grow tired of my bf after a period of time.

I'm happy to say that I haven't cheated on my husband. I have grown attached to a few people but that was a part of my hero worshiping not actual sexual desire-but it is still very confusing.

Maybe try getting your urge fixed with head turning and masturbation.

Good luck,

T

Um, if she wants to crawl out of her skin, and feeling a little nuts about it, sounds manic to me. Especially if that's not normal. Are you having any other manic symptoms? Decreased need for sleep, decreased appetite, other "feel good" emotions getting out of control? That would suggest mania, too.

Distraction -- exercise is a good one, is there something healthy you like to do, that burns up physical energy?

Question I have wondered but have always been afraid to ask.

For those of you that are having safer sex with condoms, do you ever worry about the STD's that condoms don't cover like herpes or genital warts?

I'm sorry, I'm just curious. I've been with the same man for 18yrs. now. It's probably my OCD asking.

When I was single I never worried about anything. I was just very lucky. I guess that is why I am asking. I never worried for myself. I would just always get tested before sleeping with someone else. Yes, very low self worth on my part.

T

I understand why my question will go unanswered. It was wrong for me to ask because it is a personal thing. Sorry for asking such a personal question.

Again sorry,
T