i don't know where to start but today has been an evolution of things - my mood changed
and i tried to adjust with it. i even felt like I was doing pretty good at not just whimpering to myself
but I was proactive and changed my perspective to give myself what I needed to deal with my moods.
Sorry but then the house manager said something that really set me off and i tried to adjust my attittude
but I couldn't- I was a mass of 'one thought' - and it blew my mind. I can't wait to take my meds.
At work I can deal with all the crap people throw at me, I am ready for it - but here at the house - I can't help
but relax and this manager's flippant comment got me. I feel sick with anger. Mad at myself, mad that I have to deal with
this. But I do feel better for talking about it.
So the sister who was mad at me and told me off for asking about her, Lynn. Yeah update. She took mom to the store today and left some of her stuff at my house. She only lives around the corner so I drove over to drop it off. Her dog went nuts when she saw me come in and I was loving on the dog and said she misses her auntie. And Lynn playfully says, "yeah cause her auntie never comes over for...
Hey All.... How is everyone doing? and what are you doing during these strange times??We had a little social distance birthday visit with a friend yesterday..... We were several feet apart but enjoyed a nice visit and cakeI find that I am much more tired so I'm guessing it's stress.... I had a phone appt with my pdoc last week and that's how he's 'seeing' most patients now he said that...