Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I woke up having some crazy dreams. I was crying and very upset in my dreams...the parts I remember.
I feel like crap....I was suppose to go to my volunteer gig but I've put it off to tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm suppose to babysit so my mom can go to the dr. I have an online test to take today and a class tonight.
I've been out of work and off of unemployment several months now. My husband lost his job. The money has run out. Soon there will be no phone, no car payments, insurance....he borrowed money on his truck and now no money to pay back. Nothing is coming through. I have a rabbit, parrot, 2 parakeets, 2 stray cats we took in (outside),2 small dogs and chickens. They are my responsibility...I will go without before I will let them go without....they mean a lot to me and the reason I keep going sometimes.
I feel like giving up....its been a struggle all year and I'm tired. I can't fight through all this. And its really just a money issue....I wouldn't feel this bad and desperate if things were OK financially. I don't know what to do. I just want to disappear.
I feel like crap....I was suppose to go to my volunteer gig but I've put it off to tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm suppose to babysit so my mom can go to the dr. I have an online test to take today and a class tonight.
I've been out of work and off of unemployment several months now. My husband lost his job. The money has run out. Soon there will be no phone, no car payments, insurance....he borrowed money on his truck and now no money to pay back. Nothing is coming through. I have a rabbit, parrot, 2 parakeets, 2 stray cats we took in (outside),2 small dogs and chickens. They are my responsibility...I will go without before I will let them go without....they mean a lot to me and the reason I keep going sometimes.
I feel like giving up....its been a struggle all year and I'm tired. I can't fight through all this. And its really just a money issue....I wouldn't feel this bad and desperate if things were OK financially. I don't know what to do. I just want to disappear.
I know exactly how you feel. Can you take a break and take a hot shower or bath and relax for a bit? I find that Chai tea or hot chocolate tends to soothe my nerves.
Yes-I am sending good vibes your way. I know EXACTLY how you feel.
Super hugs-a million hugs for you, Pheonix
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Tommy...we had a church pay our light bill last month....this is just overwhelming. Makes me feel like a deer in the headlights....unable to move don't know what or where to look first. I've heard of ppl going homeless and that really scares me. I think my anxiety is having the better of me today.
I'm sorry your financial picture is so rotten at the moment. I think uncertainty in that fundamental aspect of life can really mess with us.
Have you or your hubby tried a day laborer broker like Labor Ready? I think if I were in your shoes I'd give that a try to keep afloat.
Good luck!!