Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am not feeling well physically or mentally. I have been having bad allergy issues the last three days, i also have severe digestion issues that cause me to have diarrhea several times a day on most days. This is because of the cancer i had 6 years ago. I had to have part of my colon removed and it causes the diarrhea. The problem just seems to be gettng worse as time goes on. I also hurt physically everywhere. I go to the gym but every single second hurts. I hurt even more later on. I also have diabetes and thyroid problems...oh yeah..and bipolar, depression and anxiety. I am a mess :(
I am grateful for what little i have. And it is Little. I live in a place the size of a storage unit. I have a job that pays very little and i get treated like i am insignificant....even though i work my A** off. I am in so much medical debt i can't think straight . I have no children and was unable to after my cancer. My cancer haunts me. It is a double edged sword. I live in fear that it will come back and at the same time i wish it would come back so i could just die and get it over with.
I feel like i am all alone. I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. And tired of feeling alone.
I am grateful for what little i have. And it is Little. I live in a place the size of a storage unit. I have a job that pays very little and i get treated like i am insignificant....even though i work my A** off. I am in so much medical debt i can't think straight . I have no children and was unable to after my cancer. My cancer haunts me. It is a double edged sword. I live in fear that it will come back and at the same time i wish it would come back so i could just die and get it over with.
I feel like i am all alone. I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. And tired of feeling alone.
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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One day runs into the next I can't seem to keep them straightBut i do know it's Tuesday and I start to clean my landord's place again so it'll keep me going although I take breaks more often nowHe doesn't mind and I gwt it doneI hope that you have a good day and can get done what you need toBig hugz sent..Xo
Like Tommy said, you are not alone. The people in this group are great and very supportive.
I just wanted to stop by and give you a hug and and let you know you are not alone here.
Big Hugs
Hang in there, sounds like you at least have a few things going for you, you work out, you have your own place and your employed which is way beyond what most of us here have done.
And like everyone else says...go to the doctor and make sure you're okay :-) ((Hugs))
Being sick and tired, is horrible - I wish you peace and comfort ASAP!
We are here for you, and care a great deal - you a wonderful, kind, smart, hard working person and you deserve good things! Especially to feel better : )
Thank you for your support!!! Sorry i haven't updated. My nook is on the fritz plus i had to get a new cell phone today....when it rains it pours. It sounds like a few of us here have alot of things in common...the cancer and bipolar etc....i am glad for everyone's support!!! Med marijuana is legal here but EXPENSIVE.
I just wish i didn!t feel so crappy all the time. I would feel lucky if i had ONE DAY where i didn't hurt mentally and or physically!!!