Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
That shows that at least you are reaching out. That's a good thing.
Maybe a warm shower will lift your spirits a bit ?
I'm all about distractioins at times like this - answer other peoples post, focus on a movie or documentry. There are lots of things you can do from bed, or sedentary that does not include "not being around" that is your "tired" brain, your mental illness creating those thoughts. Knowing that let's me point out, of course I'm tired, and don't want to do THIS anymore....
So, for 10 minutes do something else! Maybe 30 minutes.... Eat something, showers either suck or feel good, if a hot shower is a good thing for you, it's a free buzz! Endorphins as you close your eyes to the hot water. LOL There are times, not only do I not want to shower, I have my oldest most torn up clothes on! Whatever makes you comfortable.
Of course it sucks to sleep, lonely, with no idea or motivation. You are not alone, start a few more threads, help someone on here! Send some hugs to friends - helping others, giving a hug, being a friend - Works, helps and worth a try! LOL it's in our budget too : )
((((BIG HUG)))) Wishing you peace and comfort, maybe a laugh or two to help relieve some stuff too!
(((((Hugs)))))
In any case, hope you feel better soon...