ADHD and BP are a wicked ass combination but I so do enjoy them together some days

In my case, throw in some bpd and aspergers. My mind is all fucked up. I keep telling everyone it's the rest of the world not me. Apparently I'm too smart for my own good sometimes.

Morning all. . .

News came down this morning that a long time friend has passed on, tho etails are vague at the moment so not sure exactly what the hell happened. She and I had fought big time last summer so we hadnt spoken in awhile - which is gonna guilt me some - but it doesn't mean I am gonna miss her any less.

Goes off muttering to self about life seriously fucking sucking some days

i constantly have this problem of not being able to dress myself!!

i went to bar with my skirt inside out, tag showing and all, it wasnt till i was there a couple of hour i noticed it glowing under the UV lights!

i put my jeans on backwards the other day!!

i think if i'm stressed out my brain doesnt seem to recognize what i am doing.

i find all very frustrating!

It is one more day to add to the list of disappointments in my life...

I am sorry to hear about your friend Raven.

Ok showered and stoned (god thank you for my friends) I swear this flare has to let up some here soon.

Thanks Soss . . . I am really gonna miss her

Have you ever noticed how God will take home the one's who wanna stay and leave behind the one's who wanna go home. My aunt wanted to live, had so much to live for and such a love for life, me I want to go home and here I'm stuck!! She was killed in a car accident and nothing I try works~!!

My heart goes out to you Raven!

Oh so will not have this discussion lol but thats why I choose to believe that its not God or in my case The Goddess who chooses when life ends but fae and destiny. I think your higher power (who ever you choose to believe in) is too kind and loving for that one.

Thanks Precious

bibbity bobbity boo

Somedays I think we have to tell our selfs things that may or may not be true just to make it through the day alive.

sorry about your friend, Raven

i so wish it was still Saturday i so don't want to get up in the morning
every morning i wonder what my supervisors will do to try to fuck me over and why they feel the need to try to fuck me over

Thanks Hamster Girl - Becky was from the FM board but dont think she had been around since you came to DS (couldbe wrong tho) too bad to as you would have liked her

Moring Gang its the dreaded fucking Monday but perhaps it wll be like last week and go not half bad

Happy Fucking Monday...Today is going to suck I can feel it in my bones...Goes back to my corner.

Thanks for breakfast Soss it was fucking delicious - if that is the best part of the day then at least I got bacon :)

Thanks for bringing me mine. It was good. Gonna be my highlight of the day.