Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
i'm glad i'm not in the 99%
i am missing my brain today and really need it right now, i am trying to do schol work and need my camera for it and cannot find it anywhere, the bad thing is i had it just a minute ago
feeling slightly depressed today............geez, i wish i was "normal" just for one day
hgs to all
andrea
What you can buy at the shell station for your last 10 bucks and get 2 cents change
pack of kool 100's (thank god as I was about ready to commit murder)
bag of bacon and cheddar chips
grilled cheese crackers
2 beef jerkeys - 1 with jalepeno cheese
1 mediam fountain mt dew
Now as soss pointed out thanks t the topamax I will smoke half a pack of cigs drink the entire dew and eat 1 beef jerky and that will be it but at least if I ever do get hungry I do have food
As usual I almost got hit coming back across the highway - seriously allowing me to play in the street is not the most brilliant move to make - the car was white I didnt see it luckily she saw me
love to all
andrea
Loritab ceased working for me along time ago along with most of what the doctor(s) hand out unfortunatly - fucking backass backward metabolism seriously here whoelse do you know has to take 5 shots of morphine to the roof of their mouth just to get infected tooth pulled
i'm sure we can reach 5k soon, if we keep posting like we have been, i want to go back up in the tree with steve, but i think he flew off
andrea
As you can tell Meebo once again fucked up on me and when it did stupid forgot her password had to go back and redo it - fucking Agnes has really done a number on me today
Opana does nothing for me either any more - One day soon I am sure will be right back to straight morphine which in reality doesnt do a whole lot for me either - diluitan or how ever it is spelled still does some good but not a whole hell of a lot. Guess its a good thing my ass isnt long for this world or I would be shit out of luck on most meds eh?
meebo sucks, it refuses to log me in on my desk top without trying three or four times, the opana worked pretty good for me but left me quite spacey and had friends at work worried about me,don't know much about other pain meds, but the opana was $90, and that was with insurance,
wish i could come back to KY and just stay for a month or two
my random thought for today...if spinach made Popeye so strong, why doesn't it do that for me
hugs and love
andrea
Oh now that the boy is coming home I want a road trip to the beach
HINT HINT Radish Queen lol
Migraine is in day number 3 UGH and thats with 5 topamax every 7 hours whcih means there is gonna be one hell of an increase - god I aint gonna weigh shit when I kick the bucket - cant use the D word but ya all get the picture here
so sorry i missed the radish queen today while i was hibernating
sorry about the weight loss, i would gladly share a pound or two, or ten
hugs
andrea
Maybe instead of increasing it any more he will give me back the toradol and leave the topamax at the doseage it is before I waste away to nothing - a girl can dream can she not?
Oh by this time tomorrow the boy will be laying on the bed with me GRINS or actually the big lug can have his own bed as there are two of them lol
maybe rayne will need his own bed, depending on how big he has gotten, of course he may not want his own bed, my dogs have always wanted to cuddle up in the bed right between me and hubby, be careful though, he may be big enough to push you out of the bed
hugs
andrea
Rayne loves to sleep with me his thing tho is his head has to be on the same bloody pillow and half my hair has to be in his mouth - I love haivng him in the puppy stage except in the middle of the night