Right now i'm in a sensitive state of mind, and I thought that a little socializing would be good. Well I went to this boardgame meeting and usually everyone is polite, but the owner of a business the boardgaming was taking place decided to be real jerk. We were playing one of the more complex games and I had to do a cycle of things in a very rigid fashion the owner raised his voice constantly telling me I was doing things wrong and at one point reaching across the table and "did it the right way". I felt small, stupid, and weak sitting there. I however told him "could we play more casually? it seems like you are taking this game to seriously," he cut off and said because you have to play it like this, but he stopped with the raised vocalizing. Then towards the end of the meeting, I saw a group of people about to play a new game, so I wanted to join in, I was like can I leave this game because I noticed the nicer pleasanter people just got done with their game, they decided to leave instead of playing more. One of the guys in the game that I just got out of was like you have just ruined the game, really? I ruined your precious game set up and you tell me this? I don't know why I stayed but I stayed playing with this fool. After I came home I felt like i've been slapped across the face by strangers. I for some reason felt weak, small, powerless, and confident. I am still feeling the sting and hope it lets up soon. I hate that when I wanted to have fun and not think about stupid bothersome things that happen recently, really awful people stomp me further into a abyss.