Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
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I just don't feel it anymore. I let the pdoc change my damn meds because my ocd was keeping me from leaving the town I live in....scared to drive and won't drive in the rain. I hate my brain I really do.
I don't like my life and I haven't a clue how to change it. sigh I see him on Monday and want to strangle him atm. I cry alot.....just don't wanna be here then the guilt kicks in.....what a cycle this depression shit can cause huh?
I'm so sad.....just so very sad.
I don't like my life and I haven't a clue how to change it. sigh I see him on Monday and want to strangle him atm. I cry alot.....just don't wanna be here then the guilt kicks in.....what a cycle this depression shit can cause huh?
I'm so sad.....just so very sad.
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I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling.
Yes, I agree, sometimes we let our Pdocs do a med change and it just messes things up even more !
That has happenened to me more than once .
I hope you and your Pdoc and get something worked out
((HUGS))
Accept your quirks if you can and talk to your doctor about your depression. That's MUCH more serious and worse then not driving in the rain. ((Hugs)) Do something nice for yourself today okay?
This has been a very long and nasty winter... I'm so glad you're seeing your doc Monday
Great big hug for you ...xo
I like to feel productive, I am a not just fullblown bipolar but a fullblown Capricorn too! I have found some flower instructions online so I started making felt flowers that I am going to be donating to a Children's Hospital.....for whoever wants/needs one. Though I had two boys, I do know that little girls love headbands!!!
I have to think of the little boys too and make them something too. If you have any ideas you can toss my way I am open to them.
I'm still sad but damn it I am trying my hardest to overcome this. I do think I need a med overhaul.....scares the crap out of me because I can and have been SO sad. Thanks for listening to ramble......just wanted to share what I am doing with my friends.
Good for you doing something positive. I hope it helps you feel better for a while.
Hope the pdoc can help you get your meds straightened out soon.
thought it was funny ya said ur a capricorn too cause im a leo & a hyper beeper. its great ur pushin outside the box. im tryin all kinds new stuff. i sure hopes it helps ya. ew i bet the girls would like bracelets! or necklaces. what a great thing ta do
Sounds like the OCD is really trying to take partial control of all situations. It's ok to just give up for a day or two, work on your worrying, all other problems will have to wait.
Think of your blessings , 2 great kids ect ...
Codependency is a right SOB. I hope you can forge your own path.