Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

Are there any Support Group in your area that you could check out to see if you could find some realtime Support. Being alone and handling this disease is no easy chore. You might check with your Pdoc or the local hospital, they would have info. on any support groups.
Take care and hope things take an upturn soon.
Kat