Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
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I have struggled with bipolar for some years now. I don't know if its my bipolar or just life that has me down. But it's really bad this time. I have contemplated suicide many times the last few weeks. Every thing in my life is crumbling and I feel helpless. I have seeker help but it seems like no one believe me. I once told a officer I had bipolar and needed help he laughed at me and called me crazy. Lately I'm drinking almost a whole case of beer but it only get worse. What can I do? I wanna die so bad.
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

If I were you I'd check myself into a hospital. I know what it's like to want to die. Many of us on here do but it's just not the thing to do. If you kill yourself, you let your illness and troubles beat you. Fuck that.
Go to the hospital.
Drinking is going to make everything even more depressing. It is okay I am not criticizing since I am a recovering alcoholic. I am just understand. :) Alcohol seems like the only option sometimes. But it is just making things worse.
Can you call someone? A helpline would be good...they will listen to you and get you the help you need. It is also great your on here to get extra support.
You are a valid important person who has a purpose even if you may not see it right now. You count. You are special. Your life means something.
This is what depression does... It depletes us of hope... That is the illness though sweetie and this is the time you need to reach out for help
Alcohol is a depressant so it's going to make the depression even worse
Please go to emerg or call a crisis line... There is help and healing to be had
BP is a cyclical disorder... You can once again be stable with some intervention
Please don't find a permanent solution to a temporary problem....x