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In This Moment is a band I really like much better if I actually don't look up the lyrics which is rare for me. Let the Bodies Hit the Floor was ruined for me by the radio and my entire shitty high school experience with bullies and tryhards, etc. But when I first heard it, it was magical.
Why does different have to be such a bad thing? -.-
Screw the rest, you don't have to answer to anyone.
This song means a lot to me cos I was bust up badly then
I'm either an asshole or I'm the corner-dweller and I'm not respected either way.
When people say "You have the power of choice" they mean you can choose one of those.^
I don't want to kill myself anymore thanks to my medicine but it doesn't make me not care. It still lets me be human, I chose that over the zombie pharms.
This was supposed to be a positive thing and not a depression rant but oh well... Here we are.
That isn't what set me off, by the way.
It's mostly expecting to be mocked in a place where you're justifiably paranoid half of everyone thinks you're full of shit leaves you sensitive to anything that looks even sort of that way.
Also I'm half-starving from mostly health issues so Idk maybe that has something to do with it.
Honestly I'm afraid for the new members because most people have been here for years but I can't say anything because it'd be "negative".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYdJZgkJ9SI
Also I listened to Tenacious D the car ride to Vii's several days back. It was the most ridiculous thing but it kept my vibes calm. There's one song where he has a rock off with Beelzebub or whatever and the winner gets a cake or something.
Velvet Acid Christ has some really beautiful works. Slut was a beautifully dark song and was my favourite for a while. Beyond Lsd had some trippy layers but it got taken down for some reason.
Kap Bambino's Sec Split is a bizarre mandolin song. It's hard to find though, again not on youtube. And I'm venturing into dark psychedelia now, whoops. But Crystal Castles' I Am Made of Chalk probably takes the cake for the out-there strange.
If a song can accomplish mind-bendingly odd without compromising appeal, it could be a favourite o' mine.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Shvo9t2qznw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiK2JlBpzvI