P.S. I'm still guilty of alot of it unfortunately but I'm trying to work on it. I just want to find happiness.

Just about everything I've ever touched. Relationships 2 ex-wives, great jobs, my freedom, not to metion random breaking of items of importance when they dont do what i want them to do: cell phones, mp3 players, hometheathers, mountain bikes, cars, yea... I have issues... and thanks for the great laugh SuperUnknown...

my 3 year relationship w/ my last boyfriend

I lost my best female friend well two of them actually. I lost my family. I am still a mother but MY little family is gone forever!

Yup. Unfortunately, after attempting suicide my daughter moved to another state. Its not that we don't talk, and still see each other its just not the same as before. She just can't deal with my lows.

I was in a relationship with my kid father and at the time i wasn't yet diagnosed but i was suffering from post partum depression but i would always want to leave and come back to the city life now as i think about it there would have been alot of things that i would have changed and i would have tried to work things out better than just keep leaving paying 80 bucks for a cab everytime we argued when he went to work. I miss the quiet life we lived but that is the past so there has been alot that has gone on since then i mean he has a kid with my ex best friend. But i get sad sometimes wishing that my daughter could have lived a better life than the city life it sometimes tears me to pieces :(

i think we've all done that. the thing is, if we continue to do it over and over again, we need to be accountable to ourselves and those we love and figure out how to change what needs to be changed. Easier said than done, however.