YEAH I DID. I HAD TWO WONDERFUL BABY BOYS AND BECAUSE I COULDN'T DEAL WITH MY ILLNESS DECIDED TO GET HIGH AND SELF MEDICATE. BUT THEM THROUGH HELL BEFORE I FINALLY WISED UP AND WALKED AWAY FROM THEM.

My marriage chuggs !!

Sure have! All because I couldn't respect other people's boundaries as well as my own by the choices I've made. It's been a hard lesson to learn, for me.

Yes, breaking up with my boyfriend in college (it's been 30 years now). He was kinder to me than any man has ever been.

I almost cryed after flushing the toilet...and it wasnt even the cops at the door...

Lol super :)

It practically glowed in the dark.

yep

Too funny Super!

3 year relationship.
Was on Effexor 250mg.
Not that I blame the drug,
but I cheated without even thinking about it with some random person. I have forgiven myself and would never let sex or attention drive me to something like that again. But I did ruin my life. Now another 4 years later, I am in a steady relationship, going on 3 years. I dont wanna mess up again. I know I wont. I wont let myself.

Can't think of anything offhand, but you forgot to tell your story, Chuggs :-)

Hi hun yes i have,i have this feeling deep in my gutlsince i've been seprated for about 9yrs.,now i have been alone,by my own choice,because every man that comes near me i turn them away,i say no,i can't bring myself to trust any man anymore,they scary me ,i am so affraid of being hurt again in my life,and i can't take anymore hurt,i won't even date,i just stay alone,walling in my lonelyness and pain,i just push every one away,and i don't think i can change it.your friend carla7777..xxoo

lol I'm not going to tell my story Invisibly, I don't have to since I posted it... :P

Ok, Chuggs...just cuz you got such a cute puppy there...would prefer to look at him anyhow :-)

I've done it quite a few times. It happens with relationships. I either unintentionally come on too strong and scare them away or I unintentionally back off or think somethings wrong if things seem to not be as good as I think is should be and I will complain or back away in fear of getting rejected.
When I was younger I realized that I let a few really good guys get away because subconsiously I was scared to be treated right. I guess it was safer to pick guys that treated me crappy instead cause I was used to it.
I also went 13 years without seeing anyone because I was afraid to get hurt again. One day I was talking with my best friend and I realized that what I thought was only a few years was actually 13. I dont know where the years went or how they went buy so fast cause it didnt seem like it was anywhere near that long.