Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Crap I guess I'm manic

MageMichael
MageMichael
Well can't sleep still going on the second night, not tired and intensly interested in reading mainframe computer communications architecture manuals. I'd say this qualifies me as manic. I guess I might as well forget about lowering my lithium. I just took a bunch of klonopin to try and make myself tired. Man just when I think I have this figured out it just doesn't go like it is supposed to. Anyone else up?
deleted_user
deleted_user
crazy is as crazy does
Dryadsoul
Dryadsoul
Crazy does me rides me just fine, can't comprehend Normal.

Isn't that a group for pot legalization?
deleted_user
deleted_user
ummmmm

what?????


Pity we can't have a three-way........
deleted_user
deleted_user
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MageMichael
MageMichael
Pot's legal? sweet, I may have overdunit on the vodia tonic's now it stead of a sadative effect they are fueling the mania. I'm my own worst enemy.when ai start experimenting with my drugs and man I got quite a stash of them. Lots of antiphyxhotics. hmmm
deleted_user
deleted_user
can you say that again please mate???

..............in english??
Dryadsoul
Dryadsoul
Okay Mage............it takes the red pill and puts the lotion on it's skin...........or takes the blue pill and backs away from the dog and the basket.............lol
MageMichael
MageMichael
You speak in ridles. I think i'm headed off to bed. Finally fealing zoned out.
Dryadsoul
Dryadsoul
Sorry, just combining lines from both Hannibal and Alice in Wunderland................sometimes ya just gotta write your own script.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I still have rollercoaster mood swings even though I have been on medication for years but I have also just lost over 120 pounds so that may be messing me up plus I had surgery in August. I am tired of taking medication and still being depressed all of the time though but lately I have had more mania. I like it but I get crazy and have to stay home and away from the general public when manic because I get really irritable at times and will tell someone off in a flash if they disturb me. Then I feel really bad afterwards and have had to appologise to friends, family and acquaintenses for years. I definitely feel like damaged goods.

I hate the side effects of meds. For over six months I have been using marijuana along with my medication when I need to calm down and sleep. I have two strains of marijuana. One I use when depressed and the other I use when I am manic. It is helping me when my other meds seem to be failing me. I am in California so I am a legal user.