Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Sick of looping psychosis, obsessive thoughts, greedy demons. My so called "mental health", or lack there of, in general.
Can somebody tell me how SICK they are of constant voices, urges and impulsive actions?
I cannot seem to clear my head.
People are following me...at least, that's what the government wants me to think.
They send me for a week to the looney bin. You think it would help. It does. It helps for 2 weeks, then I lose again. I ALWAYS FUCKING LOSE.
Abilify helps for a certain amount, a certain amount of time.
Suggestions for BETTER, more HELPFUL anti-psychotics? Nothing seems to help. Nothing helps my head get better.
This drug addiction/alcoholism certainly doesn't...and that is a BIG factor.
But if I don't have that, ....my head says, I have just cigarettes and coffee. I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore. I would like to drink more tea.
I would like NOT to be a MESS for once.
A pile of neurotic SHIT.
Does anyone have a heart left that can HEAR ME OUT?
Signed,
Deathly Agitated and Hopeless
Can somebody tell me how SICK they are of constant voices, urges and impulsive actions?
I cannot seem to clear my head.
People are following me...at least, that's what the government wants me to think.
They send me for a week to the looney bin. You think it would help. It does. It helps for 2 weeks, then I lose again. I ALWAYS FUCKING LOSE.
Abilify helps for a certain amount, a certain amount of time.
Suggestions for BETTER, more HELPFUL anti-psychotics? Nothing seems to help. Nothing helps my head get better.
This drug addiction/alcoholism certainly doesn't...and that is a BIG factor.
But if I don't have that, ....my head says, I have just cigarettes and coffee. I don't want to smoke cigarettes anymore. I would like to drink more tea.
I would like NOT to be a MESS for once.
A pile of neurotic SHIT.
Does anyone have a heart left that can HEAR ME OUT?
Signed,
Deathly Agitated and Hopeless
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I hear ya. I hear anger and frustration and a lot of it. Thats ok, it tells me your not getting your questions answered. This leads to confusion, been there myself. Who is it that is sending you to a looney bin? We don't have looney bins, at least not in America so I am guessing you are in an out of some kind of hospital? My first suggestion is to stop hurting yourself, you and only you can control the drug, alcohol addictions, coffee, tea cigs, my girlfriend is Bipolar II and she says you are self medicating. I agree and those meds can also be poision. You didn't choose to have mental health problems, but you and only you, can choose how to deal with it , That is the strength that you must muster within yourself. Start there. Keep talking and keep asking, your answers will come . None of us can answer the question that doesn't get asked. So keep asking till you hear what helps you cope, none of us can know what that is, you will have to tell us.
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