If I could change something it would be to not date my ex. I never fulfilled his expectations of me. He was emotionally absent. I think if I had never dated him I would have finished school. Granted I no longer want to work in that field. I wouldn’t have spiraled into a deep depression which led to me being diagnosed with bipolar. Just saying

Getting in touch with a boyfriend from 30 years ago. He watched me get sick, hospitalized etc... I've been completely humiliated in front of everybody. This sickness is not discrete.

I never would have married my ex.

Nothing. I would worry that changing my past would usher in a worse set of problems. I figure it's best to stay focused on solving the riddles life sends me on life's own terms.

It's safe to say you guys know how many ridiculously awful and intense regrets that I have. And theres one cause. Taking wellbutrin when my first diagnosis was MDD. It opened Pandora's box and every situation I'm in is a result of that evil blue pill.

I can't imagine just one thing..... There would have been quite a number giving hindsight the great vision that it has

I think I would have gone for more education and some good therapy at a young age though

Its hard to settle on one thing when your whole life was hell at the direction of someone else's plan from the first breath....

I'll have to get rid of the Pedofile father...I think that might have made much of life somewhat easier.

I am so sorry Kat...… Gentle hug......xo

Thanks Jen, I'm good. But, Karma's a bitch and that particular piece of scum is fused from his ass to his hairline, 6 or 7 back and neck surgeries...he spends
his incredibly pain-filled days in a chair wherever his 3rd wife parks him....

I get satisfaction in the Universe's Power of Comeuppance....

:(.

i would never have gotten married

I used to think I would have never changed my past because if I did I wouldn't have my children. But recently that has changed.. I cheated on my husband 2 years ago and If by some miracle I could go back in time I would never have done it.. Thankfully I have a wonderful husband that has given me another chance...

smile kisses, life is what it is....you get through it and move on.

I would have reported my rape and maybe my rapist would have been sentenced to time in prison for his crime. I heard that he had raped another person before me. So, I'm pretty sure he drugged and raped others after me. I was young and naive and didn't think of the consequences of not reporting my rape. I was too busy blaming myself.

I would have told someone about the abusive high school boyfriend and got counseling immediately after instead of telling everybody “I’m fine.” Now I can say “I’ll be fine” and mean it....27 Years Later!