I'm feeling more like my regular self now. It's good but a walk on eggshells sort of feeling. I don't want to relapse. I'm going to do everything I can to keep from falling into depression. It is bizarre to look at it from this side. It is frustrating to realize that this happens due to a chemical imbalance. It seems to simple but it's very difficult.
I'm going to try to be more positive. I'm, also going to try to be less angry.
I have learned that some things aren't going to change. I will always have a dark personality. I think it has been all along on some level. The people I'm angry with, the caused me the most damage, will never apologize for what they did. Most likely I will see them again anyway. I don't care what they think of me because I don't value their opinions or them as people. There are just some questions that will never be answered.