I didn't see a car when I was changing lanes at a stop light tonight and side swiped the hell out of their car. Of course it's my first accident where I was the driver so I had a meltdown. Finally the police came and gave me a ticket and the info on the other driver. Let me back up a sec...when I hit the car a guy came out of the drivers side fussing about the damage and he spent a great deal of time on the phone. A girl came over from across the street and got in the car and waited with him. When the officer said "here is your information and here is her information" I stopped and told him she wasn't even in the car. He left and came back saying he wasn't here so he has to take their word for it. I was livid. They lied to the police and who knows what they will do next.
We hurried and picked up the groceries and went home. I was stewing the whole time. As we were almost home I was yelling saying things like, that she better watch out for me and not try to sue me cause I would be all over her ass. I ran inside and cried to get all the anger out.
I took my anxiety medicine and have tried to take my mind off it but it scared me of how angry I was and she hadn't done anything to me. I haven't had that amount of rage in years. I could of hurt her right then and there and I am not a confrontational person.
I'm even more worried now about the side effects of these new meds and having to drive places nearly every day. I may cancel my plans for tomorrow. Thank you for letting me vent. I figured you guys would understand my anger and all those emotions.