Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I'm at a breaking point in my life. Every little thing is sending me over the edge. I wanted to end it all yesterday. But I kept thinking who will take as good care of my parrot (he is my baby) than I? So today is a new day and I don't feel quite as hopeless but i'm tired of this up and down. Can't tweak my meds no doc right now. I just hope I don't end up in the ER, I really don't want to get sent off, I almost too myself last night, but I really don't want this feeling to continue. I just keep thinking if i could hold out until September when the insurance will kick ini things will be ok. But what if I lose it and impulsively hurt myself. I feel like a ticking time bomb. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I need encouragement that there is a reason to keep going.
Please don't hesitate to get help when you need it, 1Phoenix. We'll be praying -
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Being a ticking time bomb is pretty serious. Are you sure that there's absolutely no way to see a Pdoc and get a med tweak? Do you know what kind of med tweak that you think you need? Is it something that a regular doc might prescribe for you?
Even if it's a great hardship to go, it sounds like maybe you should go anyway. September is rather far away, considering how poorly you're feeling now.
I'm so sorry that you're so low right now. I'm sure that there's plenty of reasons why you should stick around. It's just hard for you to see them right now. Please try to keep focusing on reasons to stay, not reasons to go. (((((Hugs)))))
Carla