Tonight i was supposed to have dinner with this guy ive been seeing. He arrived at my house early and asked if i was home alone. I was and told him so. He said we need to talk. DO i really have to tell you what happened next? he wants to just be friends. He said he doesnt feel any chemistry between us. I didnt cry. We hugged and he left. i told him calmly that I learned a while ago that I dont need a man in my life. My life is full enough with people and things that make me happy. he was worried about me becoming depressed again. Well I will see to it that that doesnt happen. I have you all and I have my therapist, my job, my family. 

I am however feeling very sad and down and could use your hugs and suport