we all do, when l first started on meds l swore up and down that l'd be a meds taker for life but l haven't and even now l struggled to up my dose so don't blame yourself now you're struggling.

At least you can see it and you know what needs to be done so on monday pick up your phone and make the call to your pdoc and if it gets too much before then go to the hospital they will treat you and its better than suffering.

phew.........your right.

i know where you are comming from. im off my meds too. i have to get back on them and stay on then it is ot an option anymore. monday will be here before we know it and then its time to call the doc,s hugs cindy

I too struggle with taking meds.....I have to stop due to side effects. The last med I took...Celexa gave me ringing in my ears. If I could find a med that helps and doesnt hurt me I would gladly take it. I hope you feel better soon, I feel for you.

i've always struggled with assorted meds. where i made my peace with ir all was to finally and fully understand that this disorder attacks and imbalanced brain chemistry - and allowing that to constantly occur, have one crisis afer another - it became a total no-brainer: take drugs, getting 'em checked with some regularity and have a life with meaning; or come up with all sorts of reasons why YOU might be the exeptcon. and have a life full of pain and lost opportuniird./