Severe depression is extremely unhealthy so maybe you can get with your doc and treat it. Effexor saved me more than once and you owe it to yourself to survive and thrive.

Please, PLEASE go to your doctor and ask for help! TC - Depression isn't the end of the tunnel - it is blinding and lies and makes us think we're worthless. But you are NOT! You are a strong, compassionate, thinking, caring, contributing, loving individual - be here with us until you can see your doc or go to the ER ASAP. You need help NOW, not after work or tomorrow. Please seek help!

Please call your doctor. We all love you and are worried about you. Depression is a LIAR that tells you terrible things. I hope you can get a meds tweak and feel better soon... nothing worse than having to face a bad job, but it's manageable with meds!

TC Please call for help! Call your doctor, call for crisis help...anything!
I can only echo what others have said. You are anything but worthless! Please seek help right away!

Please call your doctor, therapist, or crisis line. I know how it is to be severely depressed. You are not alone (((((hugs)))))

Reply #5 - 12/10/15 12:55pm
" My dr. Is a BI***. She returned my call ( 3 DAYS later after I left a voicemail). I tried to tell her how I am feeling. She totally blew me off. "We'll do you think you need a medicine change? I can't do anything until I see you. I can see you on the 21st". Wth. Whatever. "

I'm glad you don't believe in suicide TC and hope you never look at it as an option. I know it can be so frustrating trying to get help and get to see the doc right when you need it most. Hang in there. Wish I had more words but I'm sending you lots of love&Hugs.

Everyone is right. See your dr. to help you. You're not alone. We care about you and want you to heal. Big hugs.

I'm glad to hear that you didn't cut. I know how hard that is when things are so tough.

So many of us have felt as awful as you and speaking for myself, I have had suicidal ideations many times yet, like you, I don't believe in suicide. That doesn't mean it doesn't come to my mind when I am feeling as horrible as you are right now. Does music help? You said you work in a loud factory? Is it the type of job that you could bring in an MP3 player and head phones to drown out the noise? I get like that with noise when I'm having an agoraphobia attack. Does it help talking to people? Do you have those who will listen and support you? You know you always have us here. I hope you know and believe that. There IS a light at the end of that tunnel with a big beautiful rainbow!!! Please believe that. Hugs GB

I'm so sorry. Maybe try switching doctors.
If you're feeling suicidal, I'd suggest maybe going to the ER.
Hugs

You need to see someone ASAP. My pdoc's voicemail sez, "If this is an emergency, please hang up and dial 9-1-1 or Crisis Response." Time to try that.

I am sorry to hear your doctor is like that. I am sorry you are struggling so bad. (((((hugs)))))

I just got home from working and I am miserable. My heD hurts from the noise and my arms are numb from doing the same thing over and over

Its time to call your doctor and she what s/he can do for you. Hang in there a better day will come.