I get so agitated over the things that I have no control over. I get so I want to go off the meds and go back to working as a nurse. Ever have those moments where you find yourself looking around wondering how in the hell you got where you are?? All the meds, counseling?? I'm taking my meds but I am in the process once again of thinking that I'd be fine without them. My moods still swing every which a way anyway on a regular basis....so who wouldn't I feel like going off of them?? How do you know if you are "stable"?? My moods swing on a daily basis, with no more than 2 to 4 days of peace. Is this it?? I've been told that I rapid cycle. From cracking up laughing to falling apart within hours. I don't like feeling this way. I've been on a very long list of meds already. I pray, exercise, take my freaking flax seed, take the meds the pdoc prescribes, pray some more. I feel like I am missing the big picture here. Is this as good as it gets??
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