I dont no were this came from..I was sitting with my dad a couple hours ago talking about ..how one day few people in the world will know when were gunna die frum neu exploion...if not the hit the mutaion and radioactive oh ya and if ya dont no how to fend for urself ur pretty much dead( i mean u can break into places and get food but thats onlt gunna last so long and u still have to fite off people and if they have a gun and u dont well sucks to be you ..lol
witch i have leant a few frum my dad tricks frum my dad to eat for awhile as long as i dont come aross a gun.knife i can beat ur ass! lol dad tought me*dont ask how he knows all this just believe he dose..i dont really like to explan and i know he wouldnt like anyone to know)..the explon will knoke out all eletrnoics too so its back to the basics if you dont die Anyways lol befor or jering our talk i got the anxity feeling..clearly thinking why?? nothing i can do ..live my life and that was it i thought my anxity was gone and it the my blood prusser being high frum haveing an intents conversion on what if this happen there always fun! and i learn alot everytime no matter what it is..then hours later my mum comes in and explans the nite time manger at the bar had an anxity attact..i told my mum if she couldnt calm down i'll give her a couple clrazpam..then my mum says she didnt have money for her pills thats why she had the atact and tryed to get sumone to cover the bar but no one would..and my mum was in a meeting..so she couldnt cover.. then after finding out the bar tender got tho it..it hit me anxity!! ah!! why is it here maybe its my blood prusser im not worryed about it so then but i still feel nervious 4 sum reason..i forgot the ponit to this...i want to take a clorazpam but i dont cuz im not THAT worked up only abit a pain in my ass and i dont wanna get addicked so i try not to take them alot..
ah!! oh ya plz dont judge me or my dad we were just talking not like omg were gunna die just genral talking..and the stuff he knows plz leave it at that too