Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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am I worth love

marie32
marie32
Iv got lot of mental health problems BP pd ocd eating disorder am over weight feeling down got no life can never drink again don't go out in bed at 7 the problem is am alone Noone to be there for me yes I have my grown up kids but I'd love to meet somone trust somone not feel fat ugly worthless and see my future but I don't see anything just this life waiting to die I don't trust men or friends iv lost all my friends because of my illness and being used am so scared of meeting a man because I know me am a good person but am messed up with my past I just want to hind away for ever that's wot makes me feel safe and that's wot i do does anyone feel the same as me and changed there life around and we're do i start thanks hugs
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug for you Marie... I've tried to write you twice in the crisis centre but I keep getting kicked off of DS.. So I hope this will go through

If you're in a depression sweetie you may need a med tweak??.. I hope if you stay in this dark place for long you'll see your doctor

Of course you're worthy of love... We all are... There are some good organizations like Meet Up all over now... I would google it near where you live... People 'meet up' in public places to meet new people and do things together.. It might be to go to a show or out for coffee, dancing or bowling... They meet for all kinds of get togethers... This might be a great way for you to meet someone special and it's free other then what the event would be

Big hug of comfort for you and a blessing...xo
Nester4U
Nester4U
((((HUGS))) I understand how you feel but YOU are worth love and are deserving.I'm going through some of the same negative self-talk about potentially dating again and wondering if I want to "burden" anyone that's healthy and has a full life with my Meds regime and all that goes with the iffiness of bp. I just try and tell myself I have plenty to offer in spite of this illness. Just the whole issue of telling someone your struggles feels overwhelming if and when it got to the point you need to tell them.

Sometimes I even try to talk people out of getting involved with me before they even are involved!! It's like a should come with a warning "If your not able or willing to deal with this and that put on your jogging shoes now!!" Now that's a terrible attitude to have.

I hope you get to feeling better about yourself and hope you find a really loving person to share your life with.
doorknob
doorknob
Every one deserves love. I've had to love myself first though before I can expect any one else to do it. And that can be hard to do.

Try doing something that will make you feel good, like helping a stranger or doing a little exorcise. Exorcise has been a big help to me. It helps me clear out my thoughts and is easy on the waist.
malibumark
malibumark
I hope you can love yourself too. Just try to recognize any kind of victory for yourself. Even if it's small. Those little nods of positivity will make a difference! It will keep you forward moving.
marie32
marie32
Thankyou all I love my life but having somone in it scares me I alway talk myself out of things and hide away fm the world I know I need to change but it all this friends with benfits puts me off meeting anyone because that's all people are looking for and it's sad and scary I know it's me holding myself back anything new is scares me big hugs
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