Yea. The little things don't seem to piss me off or hurt me as much as the big things. Some of them Kev just mentioned. If the little things do piss me off it usually is dealt with and then I move on from it. Ya can't hold that shit in. Turn around and tell the little boy who has just hit you with his buggy in the back of your heels that he needs to not do that because it hurts. I can give a look sometimes that will set things right almost. I try not to be hateful or hurtful though. Never wanna inflict pain on folks cause I know what it's like to hurt. Though I am surely not perfect!!

I probably couldn't either Phil. Ya know? Cause I am a big dork!! lol.

thanks to everyone except philosophy

I talked about being disregarded and how much it sucks...

Ya know what is the absolute worst? Being disregarded. Seriously.. nothing ticks me off more. It's like someone telling you that you don't matter. That you're insignificant... Ouch!

The other night I was at a bar with my friend Lisa. She brought this older gentleman whom she was "with". So I was a bit like a third wheel. There was plenty of disregard in this situation... On their cloud 9 the\y sometimes forgot that I was even there. Like, I would say something and get no response. Ouch again!

Later, Lisa and I went out for a cigarette. We met these two Irish fellas. I immediately liked the tall one. But as time passed I realized, they both liked Lisa. AND the older gentleman too. These men couldn't give a crap about what I had to say and often ignored me during the night. Again.... Ouch! That kinda thing really pisses me off.



Just in case you were interested.