I don't think anyone deserves what you are going through I really hope you get better soon.
And I care I would cry if I found out you killed yourself.

You don't deserve this...I don't think the Powers That Be, sit on their throwns and pick out people and say, "Hey, lets pick her, lets screw with her life."

Its just life, and this disease is just something you have to live with it. The right job for you will come along. Right now you need to concentrate on getting better and healing from the pneumonia, that's whats important right now.

There's a saying, "all the doors through the hall of life are closed because your being guided through the perfect open one...."

Take care,

I agree with OldCPer..

Many good people have a hard time or things happen to them that are unfair. I don't think though it has anything to do "what you did".

My mom says "for every pot there is a lid".. First off, I hope you get physically better. I am sure a job that you will be a fit for will come along.

Take care

Also my mom says "When all the doors are shut in life, God leaves a window open"

I think right now you have to take care of yourself and your health to get better get the other stuff out of your mind. Just focus on feeling better. Sorry you are so sick and at the Hospital. At least you are in the right place to get treatment for your pneumonia.

I so agree - you must take care of yourself, your physical AND mental health, FIRST! I'm so sorry you have pneumonia - I do, too. It sucks.

You NEVER deserve to have anything terrible happen to you. You deserve to be treated with dignity and respect. Part of my delusional aspect is punishing myself - so I often have to remind myself that, "No, you didn't do anything wrong - you are a good person. Easier said than done. I wonder - do you feel like you must be punished for something? You should NOT! You are a beautiful, compassionate, hard working & intelligent person.

I'm sorry the job didn't work out - something better WILL come around. Big hugs, sweetie. Big, gentle hugs.

I am so sorry you are sick. I pray you will get better soon. {HUG}

Sending over positivity and healing thoughts to you. Glad you're getting care at the ER for the pneumonia. One thing at a time, one day at a time.

Sorry you are sick and that the job didn't work out. I hope you will take care of yourself and try not to dwell too much on the job loss.

things sometimes have a way of aligning themselves so we concentrate on the things that are most important at a given time. right now, your health and being physically well need to be your priority - you don't deserve and have done nothing wrong to have the job fall through, but this is a time where to can step back and instead of focussing on job stress and performance focus instead on getting better, having a solid foundation of physical health to ground you emotionally as you take your next steps. take good and gentle care of yourself.

No you dont deserve this TC. I believe things happen for a reason. Im sorry that they treated you so poorly but obviously this job wasnt the one for you. SO this means that there is an even better job waiting for you this next time. I have lost many jobs I know how scary it is but now I am in a good one that I like most of the time. This will happen for you too TC. You deserve to be happy.

I'm praying for you and hope you feel better soon. Stay strong.