I am feeling very anxious and depressed. I am having a lot of problems with my thyroid. I have been having fevers, body aches and horrible diarrhea (sorry if TMI) i also feel agitated, restless and have not been sleeping well. In short, i feel like crap. I went to the ER last night and not only did they not do anything to help me, but i heard the nurses saying sarcastic things and laughing and i am fairly sure part of it was about me. My nurse was very unhelpful....until it was time to rush me out of there so they could usher in their next patient and soak their pocket book!!! my thyroid dr hasn't responded to five messages in three days. The next time i go to the hospital, it is going to be because i am unconscious. I am so far in debt to the hospital it is unreal. Drs don't know jack. The only good thing the er ever did for me was in 2007. They went in to take my appendix out and it had a tumor in it that ruptured the wall. It saved my life. lm not so sure i care anymore. Most days i wish they never would've found it so i could've died from it. I feel like i have no meaning in my life. No spousel kids, or even pets. I feel sad and lost most days.

Thank u for listening.