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Feelin' like the worst person in my world, how could I let life not let me see whats important. My friend passed away a few months ago and I just found out and it was awhile go. I wanted to visit him, but I couldn't cause I did get my licenses yet and now its can never happen.
He pop-ed up in my head, so I went to msg him on Fb and it was too late.
I hate myself so much right now for not getting a chance to visit him.
I am the worst person in the world. :*(
He pop-ed up in my head, so I went to msg him on Fb and it was too late.
I hate myself so much right now for not getting a chance to visit him.
I am the worst person in the world. :*(
you wanted, in your, heart, to go but you just couldn't. there is no fault or blame in that.
nobody should be taken early and i'm very sorry for your loss fairy. :(
having ppl appreciated his work, would be a great way to remember him
You just were not able to be there for him at that time and that's ok.
Sometimes to carry on his legacy of work and remember the good about him is the best you can do to pay your respects.
There was no warning or anything, except for a physic who told me that someone with his initial would die in the next two weeks, she was right on the nose.
I felt like I let him down not seeing him then but we got a relationship with his wife (now remarried) and we love her.
There were alot of things that we never will forget and I only knew he was one of my protectors. I felt down for quite awhile and then really thought it was because of me but then we talked to a pdoc who said no one could have predicted his death and that it was better for us to remember the good times we had.
When I need him I just stop and talk to him like he is here.
It helps me to go on sometimes.
It is especially hard when it comes to our birthday on the same day. I get three roses in yellow and put on his grave to let him know we are still the three amigos. LOL!
Sounds funny but true. He still protects me but from above.
I am sure your friend is doing the same.
ttfn AnnieEm
i am so sorry for your loss.
please please know and feel the love you two share, it is forever there and will be going nowhere. you built it together and it is a real thing that is an important piece of heaven and it extends always eternally into eternity and it will be with you forever.