I've had this diagnosis held over my head more times that I can count. It ends up being the reason every single time I get upset for everyone who knows me. It's never just that I'm mad or upset and having a normal HUMAN reaction to a difficult situation. I never want people to walk on egg shells around me, yet at the same time sometimes I wish they'd be more thoughtful and aware when they speak to me- I guess I've blamed myself for that for being so confusing to everyone that has to "deal" with me.

I'm sorry you're having to deal with this on top of everything else we all go through on a daily basis, people just don't understand and rarely think about their actions/words and what they can do to push us further into ourselves.

I think you have the right idea about getting out of this, it seems like a rational choice and I think you're being very strong- it's a decision that shows you know how to decide what's best for you. I envy your strength! Keep it up.

not fuck your life for reals! Fuck him!!!! Forget him!

Don't blame ya for being so pissed :) What a douche bag!!!

I wish I never let him know about my daignoses. I should of been more secretive about it, but I suck at hiding things from anyone. I calmed down now but I am still upset that he can act like a total douche bag over little stuff, but god forbidden if I can upset once. I been so good just taking it and not voicing my angry- or dislike. Even yesterday, I handle it very well. I just cried quietly to myself and put a smile back on and continued to enjoy my day.

Grr, Frustrating!!!! I need some good to start happening.

I know how painful it is to have your MI thrown in your face. My husband did that to me and I ached. I felt so down because this was suppose to be my husband-my support and he not only wasn't supporting me he was belittling me.

My husband and I had some royal arguements and at one point I told him not to view me as his wife because if I had the money I would divorce him.

Then one day my friend that is visiting us told me to cut it out with the fighting. I hate to admit it but my husband and I were arguing so much that we would lose ourselves in a fight whether the children were around or not. My friend was wise and told me to stop fighting around my kids and to stop fight period. It took some effort but we stopped fighting around the kids and the arguing started to reduce when the kids weren't around.

Things can change though because my husband went from the most unsupportive person to my biggest cheerleader and protector. He even goes over the top with openning car doors for me and other general nice things.

I guess I owe my friend a big thanks for getting me to see it was hurting the kids to argue in front of them, cause after we stopped arguing all the time we started talking.

I hope things get better for you.

I'm Sorry! I get that a lot from my partner too. I would have punished my son too for that. Thats not something he should get used to doing in public. So hang in there. It does get better sweetie

That is Awesome, I am glad you two were able to change. @Walking.

Thanks Fairy12, our change was very big. We had some true kick them when your down fights. I can remember one day clearly when my husband was down and we were arguing. I knew the exact words to take him completely out but I didn't that particular day. I knew it wouldn't be good for both of us to be completely broken.

I will say the day he threw my MI in my face will not be forgotten. I can remember everything about that moment as clear as day even though I have trouble with memory usually. There was a lot of pain from that action.