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i have been able to release much through sharing in words
so here i am sharing part of me with you...
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Not me
Feeling not at all like me
Broken is the smile that once came easy
Lost without the music guiding
And tired far beyond the words simple meaning
Oh God how I ache from the tears ever flowing
Tired of how it feels when I force them into retreat...
Desperate to breathe easy but its just not happening
When will it stop this everlasting end of me.
Been collecting fears lately
Holding them close and personal
while whispering gentle death threats
that sound like a lovers sincere declaration...
Hard as I try
Hard as I cast
As much as I plead
and in utter desperation scream!!
They keep coming back
at me..
into me ..
part of me
Now
feels like the all of me
Please Lord,
bring the ease and peace
I just know You will if I only let go,
release..
I need my Dad to make the phone ring
But he cant,
he is with You.
I need to talk to my mom
But she cant..
her mind is playing harsh games.
She cant remember how to use the phone
And when we talk I make her cry
every time...
And God
she doesnt remember me
this hurts so much
i want
to stop feeling...
GOD!!!
CAN YOU HEAR ME???
MAKE THIS STOP!!!
please.
...ohh please...
...release this fear and pain in me...
...lately Lord .. they feel like the all of me..
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so here i am sharing part of me with you...
`````````````````````````````````````````
Not me
Feeling not at all like me
Broken is the smile that once came easy
Lost without the music guiding
And tired far beyond the words simple meaning
Oh God how I ache from the tears ever flowing
Tired of how it feels when I force them into retreat...
Desperate to breathe easy but its just not happening
When will it stop this everlasting end of me.
Been collecting fears lately
Holding them close and personal
while whispering gentle death threats
that sound like a lovers sincere declaration...
Hard as I try
Hard as I cast
As much as I plead
and in utter desperation scream!!
They keep coming back
at me..
into me ..
part of me
Now
feels like the all of me
Please Lord,
bring the ease and peace
I just know You will if I only let go,
release..
I need my Dad to make the phone ring
But he cant,
he is with You.
I need to talk to my mom
But she cant..
her mind is playing harsh games.
She cant remember how to use the phone
And when we talk I make her cry
every time...
And God
she doesnt remember me
this hurts so much
i want
to stop feeling...
GOD!!!
CAN YOU HEAR ME???
MAKE THIS STOP!!!
please.
...ohh please...
...release this fear and pain in me...
...lately Lord .. they feel like the all of me..
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reading and commenting
VioletRed
^_^
i should have updated this share considering my mom
is now gone too.. dad 3 years and mom 8 months ..
the last 4 years have been the longest and hardest of my life..
somehow lately blessings whisper to me and i have been
found to find my lost smile between the tears..
~big hugs to you!~
^_^
God Bless You!
i miss my online poetry group so much..
i keep much tucked inside not aware at the time
that that behavior is actually detrimental done wrong..
hospital stays and heart attack later i am finally learning!!!!
~huge thank you hugs~
^_^