Hi, I'm new to the group. I lost my baby sister, June of this year. I was in a grief group, irl, but due to the circumstances surrounding my sister's death, I was looking for something different. I didn't feel comfortable in the group. I kept feeling as though I had to defend her, and my feelings about what happened
my illness is such that nothing helps anymore. I’ve tried so many meds. The Lamictal helps some to keep me from going to low or too high. I am still a mess though. I get suicidal, homicidal, my emotions are all over the place, and the hate and anger I have is so extreme. I’m not agitated or anything I mean I don’t feel it. I take my meds, I see my psychiatrist, and I do talk therapy. I...
I don't know what is wrong with me! I am so sad and don't understand why. I don't remember much of this year and that is really frustrating to me. I know at one point I had friends but now I don't. I have no idea what happened with that but I'm starting to wonder if maybe I'm just meant to be alone. So so sad and so incredibly alone. I don't know what to do or even how to feel.