Before Brads death he was very cruel to me and he was beating me day and night.He was just a changed man and i felt like he was going to explode.How many people explode everyday and nothing is done? How many people are walking around wounded because they are ashamed of depression? How many people are wounded? We cant have walking wounded no more cause it is not right.We must band together as one and try to understand.But what about the wounded like Brad who are on meth? How many lives is meth going to ruin? How many relationships and marriages have crumbled all because of this white powder? And who are these people who"turn on" others only not to share in the other persons misery? Brad was very,very depressed and nothing that I have said or done could have helped him.He would get bored easy and i try.We used to have fun together.Then I developed a hearing problem.I dont hear so well all because of an accident and I cant afford hearing aids so I live without them.This was the cause of many fights between us and we would fight over little things.Meth isa killer.It has destroyed lives.It has destroyed mine for I lost my Brad and I will never forget Brad but i have forgiven him because he was in so much pain.