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i don't know what to do... i'm so lost. god i wish i died...
tonight i made a mistake they'll never let go of.. they'll always judge me for it....
i tried to walk to CJ's.. drunk... by myself.. i got picked up by the police on the highway by myself. they all will judge me now. my friends and family.... saying she's not ok like we thought she is... i wanted them to think that....but now what.. oh god i just wish i died. WHY COULDN'T I JUST HAVE DIED.... IT'S WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tonight i made a mistake they'll never let go of.. they'll always judge me for it....
i tried to walk to CJ's.. drunk... by myself.. i got picked up by the police on the highway by myself. they all will judge me now. my friends and family.... saying she's not ok like we thought she is... i wanted them to think that....but now what.. oh god i just wish i died. WHY COULDN'T I JUST HAVE DIED.... IT'S WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You lost someone very special to you and it's ok to let people know that your hurting. I would be more concerned it you weren't. Let your family help you get through this tough time. Let them be there for you.
Please don't wish to die. You are beautiful and young and have a whole life ahead of you. It may seem like your life is over right now but its not. This is the ugly grieving process we all go through when we lose someone we love so dearly.
This time of the year is tough on a lot of us. But hang in there and things will get better. Getting drunk as you can see right now is only going to lead to more problems. It will not take your pain away. In some cases it will just make it worse. Take one day at a time and get through them the best you can. Each day will get easier and easier. But please stay sober.
Believe me, there are many of days lately I wish I could just get trashed and not think, or feel this pain even if its just for a while. But when I sober up its still going to be there and then I have to pay for the consequences from getting drunk. Those hangovers kill me.
Hang in there ok. If you need to talk I am here to listen. Take care.