So sorry to hear of your loss!!
Big )))))HUG(((((
Take care of yourself!!!

Sorry for the loss of your Father.
I know what you mean about seeing your precious Fathers dying moment's in your mind.The picture of my Mother's last moments just seems to hit me out of the blue and it just feels like a huge wave smacks me down.
You know ,when she died I layed down beside her and held her hand and cryed like a baby.I know I freaked out my family but I don't even care because that was my last chance to hold her and tell her I loved her.

Wishing for you a peaceful day today .Maggie

My thanks go 2 u both 4 ur support, bless u both!
xx Glen

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry for your loss. I just lost my Dad in September and I saw him take his last breaths as well and I will NEVER forget that. It brought me to tears when I read your post. All I can say is I'm here if you need someone to talk to and the people on this site are so amazing that you will never feel like you are going thru this alone. Hugs and prayers, Kim

I thought I was going crazy seeing my Mom's last gasping breaths,its nice to know I'm not alone, Its so hard when it just pops in your head and won't go away.I lost my Dad in may 06 and my Mom in May 07,and my brother in August. I go through each day like normal, but at night when everyone is asleep the grief comes out, or like you said,Whammo! it hits.Your not alone & somehow we will get through it.If you ever want to chat,drop me a line!
Take care!

Petrol,
I'm so sorry for your Dad's passing. I was with my Mom when she left us and can't get the sight of her last dying moments out of my head. It's like everytime I close my eyes, it's still there and it's been nearly 11 months now. I've heard it said that grief comes in waves, and I think that's pretty accurate. Sometimes things are calm and then whammo! you're back in the depths again. Just cling to the good days when you have them and grieve thru the bad ones. It's ok to cry and remember those dying breaths, just remember the good times, too. God bless you and comfort you.
Stacie

You have found the place to share your loss, that also means we support each other when we are down. I don't think any of us have found the magic cure to grieving, but we have all found that by sharing our feelings and experiences it somehow helps us. i was with my Dad when he died earlier this year, and yes, the last moments do haunt me, but slowly happy memories are coming back and the heartbreaking ones are pushed into the background. For me it has been 6 months, I still see my Dad in those last few miinutes, but I'm starting to see the good times as well. Hang in ther,e a minute at a time is all you need to do.