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Asperger syndrome - also referred to as Asperger's syndrome, Asperger's, Aspergers or just AS - is one of five neurobiological pervasive developmental disorders (PDD), and is characterized by deficiencies in social and communication skills, normal to above normal intelligence, and standard language development.

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Upset and suicidal again.....

Nekonekowawa
Nekonekowawa

this time I feel sick of everything and if I was to die right now the world would be happy. The reason I hold on is because there are people who care, they are on the Internet. They've cared more about me then people in real life. What's the point? I've told my dad that I was suicidal, and he still didn't care. So even when I told someone, they didn't even care to help. All the people in real life get angry at me. I feel like crying while writing this but I can't. I would've posted this on the suicide support group but the group hasn't been used or commented on in months. Thank you for reading this stupid post. 

Community Leaderacuriousfish
acuriousfish
hi, are you able to get some professional help? "Friends" and relatives often aren't supportive and if you feel suicidal then you really need to get professional support. How old are you/ What country are you in? In the short term you might consider contact an appropriate crisis organisation, for example the samaritans
Nekonekowawa
Nekonekowawa
I can't do that, I'm too young, under the age of 18 does not help. I can't do anything but ask for support here, the reason I joined here is because it's easier to get help. I asked my dad for a therapist but he said no and that I'm fine.
icare4u
icare4u
Nekonekowawa it is understandable that you feel that way. I really hope you are feeling much better now. Many times family is not supportive because of what they had to go through in life and sometimes are still going through in life. Especially if they had a hard life growing up. I am here for you and don't mind talking with you at all. I truly like being there for others because God is love and his love shines through me so I know what love is. I will be praying for you.
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