A day doesn't go by where there isn't a small voice in my head telling me the opposite of reality. It makes my anxiety so bad because it makes me question of my friends like me, if there's something wrong, if my boyfriend likes me, etc. i've even had days where i've convinced myself that something bad is going to happen and I get anxious to leave my house. I don't know what's wrong with me. No matter what good accomplishment I achieve it gets ruined by the voice telling me that I don't deserve it, it was pity, no one likes me, and so on. I have no idea what to do about this and I feel like I can't tell anyone about it because I just feel crazy.
Has anyone ever experienced blacking out from anxiety. yesterday I had a disociative attack and I dont know how to deal with it. I keep spiriling thinking about it and I just feel so embarrassed about how I looked and the episode. All I want to do is be invisable right now and I cant stop focusing on it. Sorry if im just rambling I just dont know if anyone has experienced that too.
My adult son was arrested 2 weeks ago on some very serious charges which he vehemently denies (I believe him and so does his court appointed attorney). It is a terrible situation. The kind that tears a family in two.He is in a very violent jail, one of the more violent in the country. He is scared and confused, I am heartbroken and devestated. This is the first experience in our family with the...