I have hit a lull. I haven't been this anxious / depressed in years. It's all been triggered by unemployment and the treatment you get from being on unemployment benefits. I feel disappointed in myself as I thought I was stronger than this. But I feel vulnerable, and can't make up my mind. I'm trying to stick to my plan of what I want to do in my life, but I feel swayed to just take any job as maybe that will make things better. Then I can't decide and I go into a anxious / worry cycle. Being on the dole you're treated like a naughty jobseeker, it's like being in jail (i'm being dramatic, however it's that kinda vibe). It's like being policed. I've been on it for 2 months now, and I've come so far in my healing journey and now here I am I feel like I am 17 all over again. Being on the dole triggers feelings of being trapped.
Hello, my name is Sharon and I have narcolepsy. I am trying to figure out if forgetfullness and difficulty with communication affects other peolpe with narcolepsy. My husband tells me I am terrible with communication.
I woke up this morning and I was so scared of I know not what. Palpitations, stomach churning usual things, except that for the 1st time ever my lip was quivering. I managed to get moving and did some housework, now its the afternoon, although my lip isnt quivering I am nervy to say the least of it. The day is dragging on and on.