Been stressing out about a bunch of things recently and wasn't dealing with it. So, of course, I was feeling off, not sleeping well, and having other anxious-like feelings. But, for me, these feelings are the same feelings I get when I'm dehydrated, so I thought it was just that.

Even in the past, being I would notice that I was dehydrated and not actually anxious. 

I hate when I can't pinpoint exactly what I'm feeling, so then I'm hyper-focusing and obsessing. 

Ugh, it sucks that this happened during my birthday this week, but trying to remind myself how lucky I am that I have this awesome community and an awesome girlfriend to open up to. I need to finally realize that opening up does not make me a burden on anyone. 

Oh well, tomorrow is another day and I'm going to have a nice birthday lunch with my mom and girlfriend. Hopefully, I can feel comfortable enough soon in this Covid world to also meet up with some friends. I keep telling myself, that I got the vaccine and booster, so I can go out more, but I'm still so freaked by large crowds.

Peace, hugs, love, and blessings to you all!

Not being political, but just want to send many hugs and love to everyone that is affected by the horrible things in Ukraine also!