Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
I know it's been a while since I posted. A lot of changes have been made to manage my anxiety better. I quit my office job at the financial firm back in January it was just to stressful for me it just wasn't worth it. Since me and my husband no longer have a mortgage so why stay at a job what's to stressful if we do have to.so we invest what our mortgage was that to let grow.now I work for a dental office 3 days a week where that's what I can use for being able to do stuff like travel and pay for my kids activities.my husband likes his job as the head of maintenance for a private school and he gets a disability from the us military
right now me and hubby are on a week long cruise to Bermuda the people are so friendly my sister Katie and her husband are watching our 2 kids like we watched her 3 kids a couple weeks back so they could go on there cruise.but in a couple of weeks we between me and my sister and husbands rented 2 cottages on a lake in the mountains where we can all be together.
lately I been very emotional since my nana passed away back in may but she lived to be 94 and she was very active and mobile up until February when she got sick and could no longer walk me and my sister took turns caring for her so she wouldn't have to go to a nursing home.my dad has back and shoulder issues he's had both hips replaced so it would have been to much for him to care for her.so maybe it was good I quit my job back in January.
me and Katie have cut ties stopped talking to our older sister Christine because we both suffer bad anxiety and have emotional issues and we cant be around toxic people and we tried telling her that but she's always gotta start up on her drama where she's always jealous and she never offered to help with our grandmother after all she did for us and doesn't help our dad with certain things it's always about her.
My dad don't blame us.
i spoiled husband by getting him his favorite surf and turf which cost me extra but he keeps me going and im thankful to have him especially for him dealing with my anxiety and emotional issues when ever I've burst into tears he's never told me to stop crying or roll his eyes he's always been calm and he gave me 2 beautiful children and he goes to church with me every week his down fall he's very quiet and he's done a lot for my nana like her yard work and fixing things up around her house and he does a lot of work around my dad house what he can't do.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
The pictures are beautiful. Something about the beach i just love. Its relaxing and taking walks along the shore is nice.
Sorry to hear about your Nana. She did live a long life.
Sounds like your alot happier in your new job. Thats excellent.
Enjoy your trip.
Hugsxoxo
I'm sure that a week away from your children is all that you can take because you sound like such a great Mom. Your children are lucky that they have loving parents and extended family. Enjoy the rest of your vacation!
Hasty yes for my grandmother I did what I felt I needed to do because I loved her and I wasn’t going to let her go into the nursing home I felt it was a gift to me that I was able to care for her.
Green eyes I been known as they great mom so many moms were asking me how do I do for what I do where both my kids are polite to other people and how there well behaved and my sister is well known to bring a great mom I guess it’s just in our dna but most of all I feel like I need my children more than they need me at times.
As for me it’s been hard with my nana passing even know she lived along life I learned a lot from her.